I've a rather apropos topic today considering the date: love. As you may well know in the recent months I'd thought I lost my chance at a love and was deeply grieved by that prospect, but as it turns out right under my nose all along was the love I'd been looking for but was just too preoccupied to see it. I must admit it wasn't entirely un-looked for truth be told.
This love of mine, it will be hard I know that, they're will be times, and people that will make me want to give it up, but I've realized recently; the past is the past and if I let it rule my life I'll never be happy. I've tried rather unsuccessfully before to let this love go, and yet no matter how hard I tried I couldn't be happy without it. I had my reasons for letting go, ones that seemed good to me at the time but in hindsight I realize now they weren't. I was attempting to make the best of a terrible situation; turns out I just made it worse.
So to the point, a late New Year's Resolution if you will, I'm going to cherish this rekindled romance and I'm going to fight for it as much as possible, but more over in the coming months I'd like to make amends to those I may have wronged in the past, I'm sorry if I have, it was not my intention for the most part, and if it was at one time it was only because I was naive. I hope you can forgive me for that.
Lastly I always promise that I'll write more and I get so busy that I always forget to, but this time I mean it. In the words of Bilbo. "I've put this off for far too long." I haven't forgotten you my little blog nor my kind readers, and I will be giving you more to read in the coming months I promise this time, even if it kills me. So until next time.
